My new thing I have to do

Everything I have you also got it, but everything you got why I cant get it? Why you always have everything more than me? Why you alway better than me? Why I can not do as you? Why.................??????????????????

It is too kidding that I have this question in my mind. But when I think to those I always wonder WHY? HOW? WHAT?

Do I should to think of those unless question why dont I try to do as you? Now I'm trying as you hope someday I can get what I want to be as mind. Is this an ambition? The answer is YES. I know i'm good enough as you but How can I do?

I dont think i'm too ambitous because I have to do this so I will get what I want and to be success I have to do it and dont care to anyone around me. This is my decision to make my dream come true. I have to giving up all thing and what happened to me in the past but just think to the present and future. I should not look backward in the past but present and future is waiting for me to complete it. I stop thinking to unless thing such as LOVE. I hate this word so much I wont to get anymore because it is not give me an important thing but it is an unless thing that just make me unhappy. Why am I unhappy with who never care me? Now I become a new person that you have never known before. How can I do it. I just swear I can do it.

All unless thing I have to move it off and get a new thing in my life this is a good way for me to do. Thanks to make me become an new one.

Nareth

Life is the Game

Life is not the game, but life is the way you walk in one path which have many struggle to find the big way one in the future. But love also be that so. Love is word that can make someone die or alive and also have more power that bomb. Finding your true love is not hard but not also easy too. Hold one hand and go along in one path dont be lose one hand. HAND in HAND is enough go together. Love is not the game but it is a testing heart. If u put your heart in other heart, is it fit with ur or not? Sometimes it is not fit but the same sample.
When you are falling in love with someone have u ever think to the future? For me I dont think much to the way we are not reach but I think to the present. Can we build the way now? Building one love is like to build the bridge.
Happiness bridge need 2 people build together so it will be fast and good one.
Waiting is not the time to wait but it is the willing you want or not. When you give your heart to ur lover u dont want take it but just to keep in one box together. So u wont get any hurt back.

Hopless

Now everything is not complete yet in my life. What I want just have the dream. How to make the dream come true? I want to make it real. We know our status clearly that's we can not do it. I know sometime I hav many requirements, but also think to u. I just want to make u to be a real man. That's why it seem to be strict. One way to my life is lonelyness. Since I was burn I dont want to depend on someone, but I want to have ur shoulder to lay on. When I cry I can cry on ur shoulder. But it just de dream. When I cry just wipe my tears by myself. M not strength enough even outside I seem to be that.
I need ur help, hop,and I need u stand behind me and encourage me. These are too much requirements. It's hard to do while u have ur own work.
I just stand behind u and wish u happy.

U are not alone, But I am alone

In facebook I think it is still to make me alone and my blog either. I write my status just to memorize my feeling sometime. But it's great that I have my blog and have only this that make me know how it is. Sometime I think M too lonely even I have many friends because of what?

Because sometime they are ignore me, so I think I am too far far away from this world. Before we are closely in the same place but now everything is different. The time is running we are also run that's way everything is runing too. Before we can play, chat, misscalled, meeting... it seem to be happy. I missed those time to come back again how come?

Everyone have their own job but they are still have their own time to make fun, M really jealous them so much and they also have good job too.

I have a dream but the real is not come to me yet. Nowaday M not happy at all in this living. I saw the others have happiness in their living. Most of the time I think to my future how can I thrive on in this status? what can I do for my working? what can I do for my loving? What can I do for my Living? This questios are in my brain everyday. How could it be?

No one is my consultant have only me to do it by myself. I can not depend on someone have only my self. I have to do it!!!! But the occasion is not giving me a good chance :O

I dont know how to decribe this feeling but I just know M hurt!!!

What is LOVE?

What is LOve?

Everyone always have their own LOVE, But how to know what is LOVE?

Love someone is not just to say I LOVE U, But take care his/her feeling.
Sometime I know I need someone to care me, but it seems to be silent and when I have much care I take the hurt back cuz of jealousy.

Maybe care much and careless is the way to make Love broken, but what is the way to make it comstanly living? No one know how to know it clearly, Cuz some pairs even they try to make to their love still alive someday it will far away from them, but some are not.

Choosing by family or find by ourselve is the way to find the happiness. I think I should try to find by myself is better than my parent find for me. When I look forward to my future I just see anything, but I look back many souvenires was happened in my eyes and my memories. I just remember your speech that still keeping in mind.

MY BIRTHDAY

M very happy in my birthday this year on 30th.10.2011.
My friends do birthday for me although it does not have cake but that to them to sing birthday song for me.

Really thanks to my friend, Nith, Leng, Theaven, Minea and my sister who do birthday for me too.


I have never had birthday like this year since I was born. How lucky am I that I have my friends in my life.

I want to meet them and Play as normal if we are still be young. I dont want wedding tim is coming while we are still happy and hope they wont too.

In the last sentence I still want to say thanks to them.

I just want to say I LOVE U!!!!

Nareth

Walk away from the hurting!!!

While we said those word, I think we are can go to our world since that day but the world is round. I try to walk behind you but you try to run away from me.

The feeling is wanna listen it again but maybe it can be that. Time is run but if we run to the time we can not and if we wait the time coming also not possible. Just try to do like before!!!!

Thanks to make me happy!!!!

After Everything is finished i'll back

Now I graduated 4 years in Accounting field, and I have a job as i prefer since i was studying. But my dream is not complete yet. How can i do it if i dont have any confident on myself? Yeh it that's correct if we dont have any confident how could it be? but for me, I have to rush forward even it seems to be difficuty and have many thing come up with. As my experience in failing I have to try find new success from now on. what about you? In my life seem to be busy since I was born. All task and everything I have met it should be my experience and also upgrade it again. so How? I have to learn it step by step, one by one........ so what is my dream? I have 3 dreams. first I have to complete my job as I want , Second I have to find my happiness and thirt is my family.

I think my dream is big one but if i cut in piece, so it be small and i can do it easily. D0 you think is it right?
Everyone always have their dream but all they dream is not always come true, Me also.
When i saw others meet their success, it push me to run and do like them, but the result I can not. Do you know why? Because M not them. if I were them maybe I can do as them.

I lose my blog since 2010 becuase I dont have something to post and also my English is not well.
Now I repost again because I think I would do my diary again.

Bloger is my home!!!

Nareth